Trapped

I break down and the tears come out .

I feel like imma drown in major doubt .

It's like imma leaf inna forest of trees , waiting for the wind to set me free .

Stand up , or man down ? 

Im not gonna take it or let you count me out .

Im myself , leave it be or there will be problems between you and me . 

Were different , I see , but that doesn't mean we cant be .
I silently cry when I look in your eyes .

Because I cant forget , were not . . . "we" .




I guess what I'm saying is , if you love someone you shouldn't let people put you down about it . Even if that person doesn't feel the same way . Is it right for people to hate you just because you have strong feelings for someone ? No . . at least I don't think it is . Even though it hurts you that the person doesn't feel the same , I personally would do anything to change that . . Even though it hurts you that people hate you for it , I personally would ignore that . Isn't that what love is ? Not caring what anybody else thinks about your relationship ? Honestly , It's nobody elses business . But oh well . I G N O R E it . Be in L O V E . Because life is too S H O R T . I'll N E V E R give up .

Playa

You led me on. And I followed. Not too long that my heart was borrowed. It wasn't pride that I may have swallowed. It was love, loves sorrow. 
Big bad tough and rough. These are the words that explain lust.
Mad sad lost and tossed. These are the words that explain the cost.
Liar cheater wicked player. These are the words that explain you and failure. 
You spit on me and I hit back.
This is how life works and thats a matter of fact. 


-Lets just say, he led me on. 

Stranger

I just met you.

You're a stranger.

You call me boo.

It's not like I'm in danger.

I saw you.

My jaw dropped.

I was amazed.

My heart stopped.

I was then phased,

You're a stranger,

But it feels like I've known you forever.

We kissed.

That was my wish.

You didn't diss.

We made a risk.

I barely know you.

But I want more.

I hope you do too.

Who were you before?

You were a stranger.

But it's like i've known you my whole life.

5/27/11

-Last friday, 5/27/11, I met someone. At first it was just a little hangout to have some fun, then I got to know him, and realized he could become a huge impact on my life. Hopefully someday, we'll be a little more than this(:

Mistake

The tears drip down my face until I lock them away in a case. I don't want us to end because theres been plenty of bends. Blame it on me because hunny you're the key, the key to my heart and I hope were never apart. I'm sorry for what I did, I acted just like a kid. But now its in the past and I just want us to last. One thing I have to do... is tell you that baby... I'm in love with you. 

-When I wrote this poem, I was in a relationship and I made a mistake, I felt so bad, so I decided to write about it and give it to my boyfriend. He told me I was an amazing writer. Were now split up. But I think he was a big part of inspiring me, before him, I never really wrote, then he came into my life and he gave me some inspiration. You know who you are and Id like to say... thanks(:

Forever And Always Untrue

You were the one who said "I love you forever and always true" and I was the one who believed you, thinking like a fool. "I love you" I said too and really thought it through. Then I realized the reality. "Forever and always true" thats not me and you.


-Dedicated to Jesse Shepherd. 
Just know that you will always be in my heart. 

Crush

When you have a crush.. You have a secret.. Its like a rush and you try to keep it.. Hidings a must but then it gets deepened.. It turns into lust and your heart starts leapin.. You're the sky and hes the dove.. Now let your light shine and it becomes love'<3